Entry: The purse Jan 8, 2005



Hey God,

long time no write-sy's
i just read someone's comment... i find it odd i get those
but it's cool
it gives me more insight from other people that love You

Anyways God, i've just been talking to You at night
i know i've been a lil out of it at church
i don't know what's wrong with me

i think i think too much

but yeah.......
what to do about "eastwood"...
i'm guessing i'm going to have to stick to those names for now...
it's more comfortable for me
Just guide me God

oh yes... my PURSE

i don't know what you had in store for me God
i don't think i did anything with it... if you had some type of message
not that it was all in waste... because... i still love You

ok....... so me getting outta the car....
i feel like i had a feeling that something with my purse would be involved
and i should leave it there
but i was thinking... what if i need it?

so i grabbed it... everything flew... i was already late...
but i grabbed the necessary stuff... and bolted...

then... as i was at the mall parking lot... i realized i never grabbed my purse as i left
thanks for the photographic memory-- occasional photographic memory

yelling on the phone-- sorry... but can you blame a girl in panic?
but i wasn't yelling at them ... i was yelling cuz i was ... well, panicked

and then i got back to school... who knows... i lost 2 quarters cuz the meter didn't work... but whatever
and .......... i ran to the room to find... nothing
complete and utter lostness in feelings
what do i do now?
the school's closed... the teacher didn't see it...
emptiness... mostly cuz the empty room

but wow, goodness God... "are you looking for a purse?"
the maintenance guy was there... was this all supposed to happen God?
i don't know
what was i supposed to do?
i was too happy to react

was that telling me not to go to the mall
i don't know... i can't really read into this
but i'm just thankful that you watched over me
especially with me driving 90 mph down the freeway back to school

whatever it was... thanks God for ... i dont' know if this purse deal is a big deal
but thanks for taking care of me
i love you muchos God...
kudos

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