hey there... haven't been here in a while
i'm not sure if it's cuz i just don't feel like talking about my selfish problems
i think i am being selfish, in ways

when i don't like things... is it cuz i'm jealous?

God just help me find the way to be happy
that's the department i have trouble with a lot
or maybe it's just cuz i never realize when i am happy
i only view the downsides................

who knows

maybe i'm just down now cuz i feel like the world is against me
that the world doesn't like me
no one wants to reply back to me
i just wanted to play volleyball God
is that so much to ask?
but no one wants to reply

is she mad at me or something?

i don't wanna seem rash...
but i feel like everyone's mad at me
no one wants to txt me back

janice is probably mad at me
i have a big mouth
i just don't know how to keep quiet, huh God

i just can't make everyone happy if i'm not happy, right

i am selfish