why can't i think of something reasonable
why do i have to make up reasons to lie...

ugh GOd...
cut his locks
cut away my problems
hopefully some of that hair held some of my stubborness, my pride, and my scaredy catness
and left me with braveness
we'll see God

what was my line?
i must practice... yet again--
I don't know nik... i think he's still pulling this silent treatment buisness on me... i guess i'm really not getting anything when he becomes some big shot actor..."